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October 31 肤浅October 19 im not upset at alli've been planning to take 2 exams when i go back to bj at the end of this semester.i thought there would be no problem just to read 2 textbooks. but,it's a BIG BUT, i'm so smart that it makes Xueyu think i can handle 5 courses somehow without taking any classes and she misunderstood me and chose 5 courses for me. THANK YOU!! i dont know what to do. plus , the assignment in HK and hall activities, i am speechless. i am thinkless. yeah that's a word i make up to express my feeling now. why me.......it's a mistake that could have been avoided . i wish i could be more careful .i definately overestimated our tacit understanding, Xueyu . 我想死。 October 10 小病初愈我小病初愈,今天竟然9点半就起床了,连我自己都觉得非常骄傲。精神很好,今天,连电脑的病也愈了,看来,人的意念真的是很有用的。其实昱晨借了杀毒软件给我。换个话题。越大越觉得,自己以前的生活圈子和层面真的很窄,看到一些人一些事,虽然表面若无其事,但是心里还是会想,这是我以前没有接触到的。我不是指来香港以后,而是这几个月。眼睛看到多了,心里想要得也就多了,总是觉得有一种欲望包围了自己,觉得自己很渺小。很难确切地说自己想要什么,我知道自己性格不是特别活泼不够爱斗,不够进取贪图安逸,不会有大事业,但我也讨厌平庸。想为将来做些努力但放不开今天的安乐。不知道啊,随便了。 National Day and Mid Autumn Day香港没有长假,所以我的国庆周末和中秋周末中间夹了一节课,本来来回深港走也不算什么,偏偏就病了整个假期,撞邪似的。整个人又大黑眼圈又憔悴,很想念身体健康的日子。可是我相信,霉运之后就是好运了,所以这周开始我会精神饱满的。昨天见了lili ,可以不定期联络聊天真是好。谁想我了就给我发email吧,我从来都回的。不知道舞蹈团怎样了,我觉得自己都是老骨头了,而且脑袋也没有怎么用,都生锈掉了,天啊!我这里的生活是多么颓废阿!颓废可是也有点幸福……讲点别的吧。anybody knows who killed little Wan ,the Empress ,at the end of Banquet?there must be some theme in this movie,which i didnt get. to be honest its not moving at all,or significant ,or funny.its even more boring than 十面埋伏。因为男主角没有Andy Law 帅。i told Josh some Chinese culture about meeting the parents of bf or gf .he thought it would be funny and wanted to try. i can imagine only one person talking (me),the other four(including my dog) trying to be friendly without a word. nightmare ,isnt it. |
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